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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
12:43 pm
sam = happy

current mood: bouncy

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Sunday, February 20th, 2005
10:31 am
fucking boredomCollapse )

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10:00 am
i don't know what to do with myself today. part of me is SCREAMING to clean my room before it gets any worse. another part is telling me to climb into my car and drive, or get on a train. RAH! i don't know.. the original plan was to go to nyc today, but kate decided to go to see jon instead. sam=kind of angry, but its cold out, so i'd rather not walk around. just that we made plans..and she texted me and was like, i'm going to jons. so...there goes my plans. bre works til 5 today, at which point i'm planning on kidnapping her so we can drive around and sing come on eileen at the tops of our lungs !

last night we did that, and then we went to sonyas for a bit, tried to watch the frog prince, but tj and bre wouldnt shut up. tj got into york and we were all jumping around excited. after he left, we watched grease and sang SUMMER LOVIN really loud and sonyas mom came out and laughed at us. then we got kate..we went to valero to get gas, and barry was there and i oinked at him. he wants to be a cop. when we left, i screamed later bacon, and like..peeled out. the other guy workin there was cracking up!
next, we went to bayville, to gutters house. gutter is totally cool, and funny man. we couldnt stay too long. i think we were there like..2 hours or somethin. cuz he had a paper to do, but we all had a blast, even kate who originally didnt want to go. we're going to go down there next weekend too. :)
then we went to applebee's but couldnt sit in smoking since none of us were 18. what the fuck is that crap! haha

oh, i got new shoes yesterday. theyre grey reeboks..and sonya and bre call them grandpa shoes :( i ;like them..those jerks. but we named them grandpa, and hans(cuz i cried when he died in the mighty ducks). turns out my uncle frank has the same pair and calls them grandpa shoes too! YAY!

what should i do with myself?!??!! >.< i dont know man. im not going to stay here all day though. thats for sure. i think i'll go straighten up my room, and do a load of laundry. then when thats done, i'll shower and get outta here. that sounds like a plan...i just dont know what i'm going to do! first and foremost.. the order of business is food. i'm kinda hungry. hehe

current mood: chipper

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Thursday, February 17th, 2005
3:23 pm
i just spent 3 hours reading the second travelling pants book. i couldnt put it down...i know its a corny girly book, but it made me cry...for real !

my stepsister, stepdad and mom are all asleep, and i want to go to the cd store..and i cant take the car.

i had bad cramps today and came home early, with kate. jeff was all concerned that i was leaving early.. hes such a sweetheart

things arent too bad today...but i've got a lot of homework ahead of me that needs attending to

tah tah

current mood: calm

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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
8:50 pm
if lj lets me update today...stupid freakin crap.

anyway..the backdrops are going well. i've only got 2 more panels and the door to paint..and then i have to put second coats on.. hopefully by then, the mini gym will be available. i hope they sterilize it after those damned wrestlers got in there. i dont want ringworm..

so, i tried to update on monday, but lj wouldnt let me..as has been common for the past few days..so i updated my xanga..

heres mondayCollapse )

thats it for me now. i'm out of here.

ps dad got me the garden state soundtrack for v-day. DAD ROCKS! its good. i suggest you check both it, and the movie, out

current mood: amused

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Saturday, February 12th, 2005
2:33 pm
my friends are falling apart and i don't know how to help :'(

current mood: artistic

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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
10:16 pm
here i was, about to write a whole entry on my night..and i've decided not to. instead, i'm going to watch garden state, and go to bed !


current mood: tired

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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
11:02 pm
so tired.

ps. we're thinking about covering 99 red ballons.

guess who's gonna sing in german??

current mood: exhausted

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Monday, January 31st, 2005
7:51 pm
okay.. big story today

yesterday, i posted a bulletin on myspace, looking for people who wanted to start a band(me being the singer) and i got a reply back from a guy who is a bass player looking to start a taking back sunday-style band with a girl singer(me! if i'm any good)

this morning i was talking to joe about how i wanted to be in a band, and he said that he, chris, nick, and josh were looking for a vocalist. so i may very well have just lined up 2 bands in one day. i've wanted to be a singer in a band since i was a little girl. man...i'm so excited. this journal entry doesn't do my excitement justice. not at ALL!

ohmigosh, i'm absolutely freaking out.



ps, 4 days til RCR!

current mood: giddy

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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
1:00 am
so, i'm pretty pissed.
i left my BRAND NEW digicam at the diner on friday.
i don't think it'll still be there.
my dad was gonna check today, but he didn't.
fingers crossed ladies and gents!

i had a dream about a guy in my school that i don't talk to, but it was wierd. we made out. and all day i've wanted to make out with him. HAH!

so, after work today, i picked up bre, and after i showered and stuff(HOT!! haha) we picked up kate and abby and just..drove down 195, got lost in farm country NJ, and drove back home. it killed 2 hours and i had fun !

anyway, bre was telling me about a friend of her's and sonyas. he goes by the name gutter, and apparently has a personality like mine. she wants to like..introduce me. i'm thinkin YEAH!!! haha i have to talk to her bout that tomorrow.

after our mini road trip, our excursion if you will, hah! kate abby and i went to abbys and made rice krispie treats, then we made grilled cheese and tomato soup for dinner. yum! haha we watched lewis black on hbo(SO FUNNY!) and played some sega. it was a good time man. everyone seems to be out of their cranky mood funk. except..people keep complaining about eachother to me. and i'm stuck sitting there like, W-T-F! dont involve me. even though i'm like yeah i semi-agree..but i'm too passive to care to get involved..i love my friends..and i understand the need to rant though :-* to you gals.

kate and i have a new goal. we're not going out to eat for a week. i'm sick of blowing all my cash at restaurants. ugh. i'm broke

i got scheduled for work sometime between wed. and today.. it was WRITTEN in on the sched. i was like fuck. and i'm workin mon-wed too. lets hear it for LOTS OF MONEY for the next 2 weeks YEAH! new crappy old used car heare i COME!

gonna go see jenn for her bday..or..close to it cuz its like..on a monday i think..if i counted right.or a sunday..a school night. haha..as long as i have a car, i'm going baby! i miss her and christopher. i wanna watch harry potter jenn! and give you your xmas giftie. and i'll think up somethin awesome for your bday present. send me pictures of your bedroom. i have a rockin idea. and i know you'll like it.. if for no other reason than you love me

yeah, its snowing again ! its so pretty. but i wish i was warm.

weeeeeeee! i'm in such a wonderful mood today. i've been all..happy and i really love it. its a good day to be samantha

i'm going to...end this. <3

current mood: creative

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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
7:05 pm
half of my midterms are OVER !

i finally saw eternal sunshine. i love jim carrey !

spanish 4 and stat tomorrow. if anyone who reads this believes in a god, please pray that i scrape through them with somewhat passing grades. ugh

i'm going to study.


ps-i'm lonely..... :(

current mood: lonely

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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
11:26 am
sarah's wedding was absolutely perfect.

the photographers were amazing.. the snow could not have been better timed.

everything went right. nothing bad happened. so many people showed up.

a few couldnt make it, but most of them did.

kevin and i danced all night.

i didn't even feel sick most of the night.

everyone had a great time.

i wasn't allowed to drink, because of the antibiotics.

it didn't start raining til after we got to the reception hall.

bobby and i made fools of ourselves dancing together.

i really love my sister and brother-in-law.

end wedding story.


and now for today. i woke up to go to work at 6:40, but the car was completely snowed in.. i was going to call work, but i left my phone at sarah's. april said that wawa's stay open in state of emergency weather...which is nuts. i feel so bad about not being able to get to work though, or even call. i hope they don't fire me... i really had no way..i called 411. and there was no number, and i couldnt get to my cell phone messages to get the number of the guy who was supposed to pick anyone up who couldnt get there..i'm so fucked. my hair still looks cool from yesterday..just slightly slept on. i'm very tired.. i'm still sick, but the antibiotics are working really well. even running around outside in the snow with no jacket on didnt seem to get to me at all. i cant believe my sister is Mrs. Jacobs now...it's wild!!!


current mood: amused

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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
10:40 am - stolen from teeeena!
Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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how silly!!

i'm still sick. i was up all night coughing up my lungs. i want to go to school just for the last three periods. i want to see jeff. i'm such a dork!! plus i don't want to leave jill to finish the physics lab all by herself! maybe i'll just go. dad thinks i should stay home and rest..but i'm already giving up going to the hockeygame AND play practice. i think going to school for three periods won't kill me or make me worse. besides i might get to infect some people! YAY!

current mood: anxious

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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
9:55 pm
yeah.. i went and got sick

fucking way to go sam.. 4 days before the wedding and i get a terribly cough and sore throat and headache. you can bet i'm medicine woman from here on out til i'm better. so..today was the first day back to school after a nice long 3-day weekend. it wasn't too bad. i didn't have to present my spanish project today which was nice and hopefully she'll take pity on me and let me sit in my sickly misery tomorrow. here's to hoping.

i had my first staff meeting today from 3:30-6..tell me thats not insane..but i got paid for it. bre kate and i finished watching maria full of grace. i recommend seeing it. it's awesome.

tomorrow after school, i've got detention for cutting gym like..2 weeks ago. haha. then i'm going to jeff's hockey game for.. an hour. he said they're probably going to win today. again, here's to hoping. i'm leaving the game early, so i can make it to play practice by 6, then i'm leaving there by 7:30, so i can meet up with sarah and the other bridesmaids.. we're having a sort-of bachelorette party at chevys. since i'm the only one under 21 i've become designated driver. rock!

it's supposed to snow tomorrow night.having no school on thursday would be most excellent! i'm definitely going to gather up some courage and ask jeff to hang out some time soon. -gulp- i'm kind of nervous, but not at the same time. i mean.. i just want to get to know him better. what's wrong with that? he'll just think its cool that i've got a license and a senior wants to chill with a freshman. haha i'm so dorky.

i'm thinking about taking a nice hot shower, drying the hairs, and climbing into bed. i like sleep..i didn't get too much last night cuz i was coughing all night long. ahh well.. time to scrubble bubble!


ps. new screen name again -casbahrockersam

current mood: ill

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Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
9:58 pm - love for the lucky ones
i despise myselfCollapse )

current mood: self conscious

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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
11:07 pm
tina and i went to the diner. i miss hanging with her.
she might join us at the hockey game tomorrow which will be cool.
i'm going to this 'festival of the arts' thing tomorrow night.
i get a 100 in tech. drawing just for going!
jeff might go too. YAY!
there's a show on saturday in waretown and i might go.
my dad's going away tomorrow through friday.
i might skip school on thursday and go to nyc with tina.
i might not.
i'm driving lewie to poetry night on thursday.
end update..

-samantha blake

ps. DO THIS!

I. Reply to this post, because I would like to say a couple words about you.

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IV. I will also give ONE WORD that I associate with you when I think of you.

V. We all could use a boost now and then, so steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well.

current mood: cheerful

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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
6:19 pm - another dream entry
and then i had a dream that i was at my grandparents and they had a huge house with a pool on the bay, and kate and i went with this guy(who was the guy that stopped by to see mr whitman in physics the other day) who had this like..bouquet of pot and we all smoked it..and mikey lord was there(i think cuz i saw him in wawa the other dsay) and.. we were on the back deck, and i was trying tog et everyone to keep it down because i didnt want to wake up grumpy, and he woke up and i didnt want him to see me and this guy who was like..jon galinskie and brent(at the same time) like..shielded my face with his arm and.. i woke up feeling very weird indeed

current mood: lonesome

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3:56 pm - cool man






Ghetto gangsta




Drama nerd








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i'm bored and working on redoing my livejournal, but i'm not too motivated..so its bound to be very simple and boring


ps. i dreamed that jeff and i kissed..and i've been very melancholy all day

current mood: contemplative

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Friday, January 7th, 2005
11:32 pm
so, yeah, haven't really felt much of a need to update really.

some guy from my work asked me on a date.. i told him i didn't know and he sent me a text later on that reminded me of an ex..so i told him to forget it. i felt powerful cuz i said no! YAY!!!

bre and i are so dead set on getting an apt next year..we're both going to occ and we both want to get out of our houses..we're gonna start planning stuff once my sisters wedding is over

the wedding's in 2 weeks!!! AHH!!!

point lost again tonight.. this is their 7th consecutive loss. :( so sad..but they played so well tonight

i'm going to bed


current mood: bored

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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
7:09 pm - from ABIS-GAIL!
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I'M SO UNSATISFIED WITH MY LIFE..but i don't know how to change things for the better.


current mood: sick

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